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Just another eponine's songJust Another Eponines Song
I wish the goblins would come and take me away, right now.
Fingers knotted into fists, muscles tensed as if anticipating a blow, she stood with her eyes squeezed resolutely shut.
It hadnt worked. It couldnt have. Once she opened her eyes, she knew shed be confronted by the same strangling reality that nipped at her skin until it was raw and crawled through her veins, making every movement ache and burn, that smothered her when she woke up in the middle of the night with her heart pounding and fingertips sweating, pressed down on her chest until she could barely pull air into her lungs, driving her to restless tossing until she finally got up and paced out to the sofa where she would curl up and watch fantasy movies for hours until exhaustion finally won out and she fell back into the worlds her dreams built for her.
It hadnt worked. She knew on a purely logical level that r
five hour energyi suppose
last week was only an aftershock
of the earthquake you were before.
this place used to vibrate
with metal strings and melodic,
testimonies to life,
emitting coffee-scented moods
and the burn of it too.
i had memorized the
sounds of silence,
i couldn't help but relish it.
no longer had i known
the sounds of folk
and scent of mocha-
you became nothing more
than an echo of the laughter
i so desperately needed to hear again.
then the echoes got louder,
bouncing ferociously off the walls
to be made manifest
i walked into your room
expecting exactly what i found-
an unmade bed,
and an empty beer
(the one that you insisted you needed
just days ago).
i pressed my nose
into the pillow
for incense and cologne and starbucks
to penetrate my mind
and thinking fervently
i already know
what a clean sheet smells like."
how strong an aftershock can be,
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